Originally posted on October 25, 2024 at SteveBargdill.com
Heather Bartle stepped out of her white U.S. Postal truck to drop off a package on the front stoop, only to turn back around and find a goat sitting in the passenger seat staring back at her. She drove around Nottingham, New Hampshire the rest of the day, delivering packages on the U.S. Postal Serviceโs Sunday Amazon route, with a goat right beside her the whole way.
โYeah, Nottingham was a trip, man,โ she said. She then recounted the story about the old man down the long driveway who greeted her with a shotgun.
Owner of the Printing Press in Dover, she never expected sheโd be her own boss. She walks around the shop in bare feet. Construction paper bats adorn the window. Last year, for Christmas, the bats wore little red Santa Claus hats. A copy of Keith OโBrienโs Fly Girls sits on a shelf, underneath a small pile of other books she hasnโt read either. Fly Girls was a gift because Heather used to have her pilotโs license. She also has a degree in special education. If it wasnโt for the big huge massive printer along the wall, this machine that can spit out an entire book, youโd have never known you were in a printing shop.
Before delivering for the post office, volunteered at various area schools: Woodman, Garrison, Horne Street. She was volunteering for her own kids who had special needs. Heather discovered other kiddos needed help, other classrooms needed the support, so she began helping everyone, not just her own kids. Michael McKinney was principal at the time took her aside and talked her into substitute teaching. She then earned her degree in special education. Then, in a kindergarten classroom, she had what she described as a complete breakdown. โAnd Iโm like, I donโt like being here anymore. Iโm not happy here.โ
โIโve always wanted a blue-collar job. Like, work on roads, or driving truck. So I started working at the post office. They gave me a truck. They let me out into Nottingham. And that was the best. I wound up with my own route within a year. I loved doing that.โ
But her dad had an aortic aneurysm. Sheโd been working for seventeen hours straight that night. She, at one point, was sleeping in the truck. She told the postmaster she had to go, that the hospital didnโt think her dad was going to make it. When she arrived at the hospital, the post office called her asking for actual proof that she wasnโt lying about her father. She took a picture of her father lying in the bed and sent the photo off to her boss.
She held it together for her family though, and she continued delivering for the post office. Then, one night, she pulled up to a road off Dover Point, the same road she had pulled up to every day. She pulled up to the house. Stopped the truck and started manically screaming. Craig, her husband, brought her to the ER, and the post office threatened to send the cops for abandoning her truck.
โAnd I donโt remember any of this,โ Heather said. โMy mental health is a train wreck.โ
Thatโs when she got into drawing. โI used to draw this old abandoned Chinese restaurant that we used to go to when I was a kid. So I was like, Iโm going to make prints, and then send them to my grandmother, and sheโll love them.โ She started sending prints to her aunt, and friends. Everyone wanted her art. She started hanging in Adeleโs when Adeleโs was still Adeleโs. On Fridays, Heather marched into Adeleโs, picked up her print order, tramped over to Staples with the order, and picked up the finished prints on Monday. Thatโs how she got the job at Staples.
But then, she began to have problems at Staples just like she had problems at the post office. โWith the way my personality is, with the way I dress and stuff. It got so bad. This one manager let me wear earrings. But this other manager wouldnโt let me wear earrings. One sent me into the bathroom to comb out my hair. One encouraged me to wear more makeup. You never knew from one day to the next when you went in if what you had done the day before was what you were still allowed to do.โ
โI had to go through three managers and a district request to wear a skirt. And in the end, it had to be a jean skirt. That seems so arbitrary.โ
Eventually she quit. Went to work for Goodwill, and just priced items all day.
โI missed my customers at Staples,โ Heather said. The money she made at Goodwill, approximately $11,000, went into opening the Printing Press, and she paid for everything with cash and an Amazon Credit Card because she could roll the points.
โThis shop gives me a sense of accomplishment, like Iโve done something.โ
The Printing Press has been open for two years and four months, and in that time, Heather has not once taken a paycheck. โIโve been paying what I call paying my own way since I opened.โ Sheโs never paid rent on debt, and never paid supplies on debt.
Even without a paycheck, Heather says, โItโs nice to feel like I took something and finished it. Like, I didnโt really finish teaching. And I didnโt really finish Staples.โ
Except, at the end of this month in October, sheโll write her first paycheck to herself, a whole whopping six hundred dollars.
โMy husband Craig was like, why donโt we try to find somewhere where it can be yours? He said I needed to be around people, but if I went back to having another boss, Iโd be on the same trajectoryโ as the school, the post office, and Staples. โThe Printing Press was my chance to take a break, to not have to have to fight for some accommodation.โ
And howโs business been? โThe last three months have been incredible.โ A lot of bigger accounts have come in. She has a guillotine cutter now. The entire backroom is complete paper surplus. She can print anything she likes, including printing on glass and doing large signage. โYou know Might Dog Roofing? Yeah, I designed and printed their vinyl banners. And they are billboard size! Full billboard! I think one is like 10 feet tall by 8 feet.โ
As she prepares to write her first paycheck to herself, Heather Bartle, in a world that often values conformity, has chosen the messy, unpredictable path of entrepreneurship. Bare feet, unread books, bats, and all.